Hmm..
16 days?
What i wan is come across that 16 days..
Without Argue..
Without Angry..
Without Pain..
left 12 days..
So far..
Just argue once..
And it is cause by a mistake..
But we did apologize to each other..
So the thing just over like this..
I am so sorry to you..
I've been controlled you for so long..
I don let you talk to someone that i don like..
I don let you do something that i don like..
I don give you any freedom..
I doesn't think about your feeling..
I don know how to control my temper..
I simply scold you..
I simply Bit you in front of your friend..
I make you no faces in front of your friend..
I will easy get jealous..
I am really sorry..
Making you in difficult situation for so long..
I still remember the first thing u demand from me is..
You want me to leave you..
Because you cant stand my un-mature attitude..
But I am to selfish..
I don want to leave you..
But know..
I think true it..
Everything you don demand i give you..
But how bout what you demand..
Did i give you..?
And yet..
I made you very angry..
I made you very hate me..
I made you very unhappy..
I made you get sick..
On the end..
When i need your help..
You don wan to help me anymore..
because of i made u angry, unhappy, hate me and get sick..
On the other hand,
I said..
" If you help me.. I will leave you.."
"After you help me i will leave you.."
Finally you help me..
After you help me..
I am ready to leave you although i love you very very very much..
But the attitude you treat me changed..
You said don leave you until PMR end..
Why?
Why you do this?
Even i leave you now or after PMR..
At the end..
I still need to leave you..
It is okay..
After PMR..
16th of October..
Everything between Us just end up like this..
Even how good we are..
Even how much i love you..
We should be seperated..
After all this i will went back to KL for one month..
For me to cold-down..
For me to forget bout you..
Hope i can do it..
Hope same to you too..
Take care My friend..
